Argue Naked
My name is Rachel, but you can call me Rhode Island, College girl, Banana Gobbler, Chiquita, or any other name you like. I am going to school at Texas State University (in San Marcos) to hopefully become a math teacher. I am family-oriented, previously shy, currently okay and occasionally confident. I am serious about school, and I party every weekend. I've found that balance (because I still make good grades). I worry too much and get stressed easily, but so do a lot of people, so really, I'm okay. I have an older sister, a younger brother and an INSANE dog named Panda (Pandora, actually) but she's black and while and bear-ish so it works.
Feel free to argue with anything i post, but remember, ARGUE NAKED! it makes things a lot more interesting ;)
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Went to school in TX for 2 years before realizing that i have no clue what i want to do with my life. Went home to RI an i’ve been missing texas LIKE CRAZYYYYYY!
While in RI, i got back together with my bf (who is wonderful), took on 4 jobs, and applied and got into Johnson & Wales. …………..but i hate RI
can’t stand it.
I decided when i got back that i wouldnt go back to tx. Why? because my bf (ben) wants me to stay.
I love him.
HOWEVER, i’ve been back for almost 7 months (OMG it’s been SEVEN months!!???) and im getting to that point where i should go back to school………………..but i can only imagine myself in school in TX. I have ZERO drive when im in RI (school-wise). Texas makes me happy and just WORKS for me. The sun, the people, all of it
If Ben and I weren’t together, I’d go back. It’s just a fact.
Not really sure what’s best for me. I will hate myself if i dont go back to school. But losing Ben would be the worst :(
Any suggestions?
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it just feels right to me at this point.
I cant make choices that will affect my life so dramatically. TX vs RI
Texas
- close friends
- extended family
- loss of the love of my life (he’s in RI and wont be with me if im gone)
- school
- sunny days = happy me
- getting old job back that i will enjoy and never have to drive there (aka no gas expense)
Rhode Island
- immediate family
- The love of my life <3
- more close friends, although i never get to see very many of them
- gloomy days (also cold) =sad me
- possible good-paying job in my future here (in addition to my current shitty one)
- no school, or very little school
Ultimately, I’ve chosen Rhode Island just to be with Ben (aka the love of my life). What would you have done?
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I think I’m gonna watch a movie because trying to sleep right now is a really bad idea. My thoughts are all over.
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